bad id

bad id, huh?
what is ever good with me?






i'm at the lowest peak of my life,

somebody help me please.

pls.

get out.

lead not

leadership conference.
may 15-16 2008

proud? yes, i am.
representing my university.
of course i am proud. proud, indeed.

but what's the point of attending such an event?
leadership seminars.workshops. camps. conferences.
i have attended enough of them.


so have i become a true leader.
what have i become after all these years.
how do people evaluate me.

i would have become nothing if I had no you, Father Lord.

right now

i'm blissfully in love.

change is constant; but tell me you are not.

who are you

sometimes i wonder what's in your head,
whether or not your heart feels like your head,
whether or not your mouth speaks like your heart,
whether or not your hand touches like your words.

i'm not sure what exactly i should ask you to get to know you better.
should i ask; what are you thinking?,
how are you feeling?,
what are you saying?
or do you feel me now?


it's confusing, really.
you are so unpredictable.
you are oh-so-sophisticated.


i want to know you.
please stop the confusion and show me who you are.

the hardest thing to do on earth is to deal with you

the first

A NEW BLOG.

no more laziness,
no more hiding,
no more facade.

a new "me" altogether,
my life, just as it is.

take off the mask and unleash thyself.

it's time.